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@mcskiffle
❝ Hey, hey, seriously— it’s not funny, all that drinking’s gonna kill you if you don’t stop or at least cut it down. ❞
HE COULD FEEL HIS STATE deteriorating by the day as he awoke from sleepless nights ( filled with anxiety, tossing & turning, never quite finding the rest that always seemed to evade him these days ) in a haze of lingering alcohol & marijuana, a sedation to his troubled, anxious mind. He’s right, & Paul knew it, but it wasn’t quite so easy to just GET BETTER. “ Does it look like I’m havin’ a laugh, Dec? M’bloody head is spinnin’ & all I want’s a cuppa water & a cigarette. ”